Oh me oh my I would not wish this whole marriage separation on anyone. I am in such a crappy place and the thing I worry the post about is how I might be impacting on my kids. My mood is in a shambles and I feel soooo bad. I am not my best me and in fact I am on a slippery slope to hell. I want to be better but I am hurting so much. I feel so much guilt and sadness for what I think is a failed marriage. I am not sure how to return from here but there will be so much better. Please God help me get through this without out letting me fall into the pit of despair where I will only find one option.
