Friday 16 March 2012

WEEK 5 - Running and goals


Well its the end of week 5 and I am hanging in there.  I have been a bit laxy daisy with my food etc and today (GET THIS)....I didn't exercise for the second day in a row for the first time in 6 months.  Slacker ???  I am not so sure.  I just could not fit it in and chose to walk into the weekend with a shorter to do list.  So there!  I am fine, really I am.  Sort of, okay, a little bugged but seriously am I really going to waste my beautiful mind on such frivolity?  Nah. All good! (SHH brain I am trying to type.)

MY RUNNING PLAN FOR MY  FIRST OFFICIAL 10K RUN Since Nov 2010.

I have been a running person for about 15 years.  I have a love hate relationship with running that I am not going to go into in much detail about here.  I love what it does for my body, I love where it takes my mind and I am grateful that I can do it.  6 months ago after recovering from 12 months of foot injuries that left me walking the hills, riding and elliptical training,  I decided it was time to run again as I had  turned into a Hefflalump.  I had run more than one hundred 10k's in my life and 3 half marathons.  I felt like I had lost my running ways and had almost convinced myself that running was not for me.

One day I woke up and decided I wanted to do something about my heavy body, fast forward 6 months and I am 15kg lighter and running with boundless strength and vitality.  I feel like I could fly. So running is back on my list and I am gearing up for an exciting season filled with 10k runs where I am aiming to just keep getting faster. Is it possible that maybe to celebrate my 40th birthday next year I could run 10k in 40 minutes??? Now there is something I never thought I could do and the mere fact that I am considering it has my head spinning.

When I first got back into running last September,  my goal was to run without stopping for an hour ( I was already fit), two weeks later (tick).  I continued to raise the bar and here I am now thinking (only thinking) maybe I could run 10k in 52 minutes!  Seriously thinking I could do it.  A year ago I would have been lucky to even make the distance (running).  So here I am putting together a game plan for my big run on Sunday at 4:30 PM at the Twilight Fun Run .  Am I aiming too high? Am I crazy??? Hey what is the worse thing that can happen? Shh brain I am planning.  I guess as I have been saying all along I am continuously surprising myself and making myself proud with what I can achieve so why not have faith and know that I will do this.  I will!!!  I am capable, trained and ready to conquer this.  Wish me luck!!! 51 something, here I come!



WEEK FOUR - One Big Yawn


Friday 2 March 2012

Being Alcohol Free

It is the end of Week 3 and I am feeling rather trippy namely because I have contracted a virus that has my head spinning and everything feeling rather out of wack. This is usually when I down copious amount of red wine to feel better, but not this time :)! I have never felt so sleepy and feeling a bit bumbed that I am not relishing in my health and vitality at the moment. Ah well! Just have to ride the wave.

 It is time for me to take stock of things AGAIN as I come to the end FEB FAST, I managed to enjoy a WHOLE month without drinking a drop of alcohol. My last drink was Jan 28!!! I seriously do not know myself right now as I plod through my clear life without my old pal alcohol by my side. I love being free and I know I want to continue but man for some reason I have reached a block. My sister in law said something to me one boozy night and I have chosen to hold on to it. It went something like... It will be easy for you to go through February because you will have the incentive that people are supporting you to do it but what are you going to do after that? For some reason Boozy Brain is yelling this in my head. What is your incentive now? Clear Kate is not having a bar of Boozy Brain and knows life is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much better without using alcohol to numb my feelings, give me courage or make me happy. The incentive is a happier, healthier, proud and self satisfied woman Boozy Brain, now go away and leave me alone.

 March is a month I am dedicating to loving and appreciating all that is my wonderous life.

Right now although I am feeling rather blah I am most grateful for being alive in my strong body surrounded by people who love me.