My transformations

Me in Feb 2017

My story 2017

Yep that is me now.  Sometimes I want to squirm at it but I am so strong and this body is serving me pretty well.  I am a pretty well person and this is what has been dealt to me.  With the help of a cocktail of medications I have to take to keep me sane, a love affair with cheese, wine and peanut butter this is what I have got at the moment.  I really need to be 20kg lighter for my health but it has proven quite difficult for me to get rid of the extra weight this time.  Probably due to a whole lot of reasons but its just not happening for me.   I really need to lose some weight.

Back in 2015

This was taken after my ultimate transformation when I learnt to surf properly.  My face says it all.

Another story back in 2012:

My transformation - from the manic maniac within

Yay Me! April 2012

I have successfully been able to lose almost 18kg since embarking on my journey to get a lighter and more healthy body.  Everywhere I go I receive very kind and positive comments.  I feel famous as most people will often comment on how great I look and wonder how I did it.  Unfortunately I am now battling my next challenge which is managing my mind.  I feel on top of the world and I feel like I can conquer anything, unfortunately this has led to an over inflated ego and me taking on too much.  I am racing at million miles per hour and achieving lots.  I feel that this health and vitality has left me with this natural high I can only explain as "natural cocaine",  I am bouncing off the walls, so mighty and strong in my weights and running like a maniac.  I often proudly gloat that I am on fire.  I feel fantastic.  It does have its down side though as there are some days I am so scattered, intolerant and agitated and the kids bare the brunt of that.  I assume everyone is living in my mind and knows what I am thinking which leads to all sorts of trouble.  Yes I think I am doing and having it all but am I sure that this is the way others are seeing me?  I feel so stressed at times that my voice goes louder in tone and in expression.  I think I am losing my mind but I am not sure because everything feels so great.  Yes everything is great but that is only in your feelings (who said that).  On the outside you are a walking tornado and if you are not careful you will destroy everything in its path.