Just keeping on

I can not believe I am here at the end of January still caught up IN MY crap.  Not able to completely let go of some shitty habits that are not serving me and still fighting myself to feel good about where I am at with my life.  One thing I have to realise is things are not THAT bad and I really need to spend more time feeling grateful for the good things in my life.  I think it will really help.

Speaks for itself really

The wheel keeps turning

So its January 2017 and yet again I am staring at an unhappy me.  I am not making choices that make me feel proud and I am so disheartened by my continued attempts to change.  I really want 2017 to be different and I am dedicated to it happening.  I see a future that is bright.

As the quote says, I keep crashing and burning and not winning.  Man I am going to do things differently this year.  This are going to be freakin' different.

I only have today, make it great.