I choose life

I live in the most beautiful place and have been taking a huge dose of Ecotherapy over the past few weeks. This picis my landscape in my backyard! Everyday I walk in nature for at least an hour, mainly babbling to my friend but also paying attention to all the wonders that surround us.

I have finally taken the plunge, (yet again) back into sobriety.

You people who say I am going to take a break from an alcohol, stop and just do it with out slip ups...I applaud you. Me on the other hand have had innumerable hits at this sobriety thing only to fail within a few days on most occasions. This past year has been shocking, wine every night! However I think this time it is different, truly. For the first time in the last year I am now celebrating 3 days alcohol free. Man is that HUGE for me???

I am equipped with a large body (alcohol made me fat, well I made me fat but wine helped) that needs to shrink, a fear of getting Breast cancer (have you seen the stats?) and an imaginary black eye where I have punched myself so many times for my failures.

I am over the torment, really I am and this time its going to be different.

I am now choosing LIFE!!

Go me!