Just keeping on

I can not believe I am here at the end of January still caught up IN MY crap.  Not able to completely let go of some shitty habits that are not serving me and still fighting myself to feel good about where I am at with my life.  One thing I have to realise is things are not THAT bad and I really need to spend more time feeling grateful for the good things in my life.  I think it will really help.

Speaks for itself really

The wheel keeps turning

So its January 2017 and yet again I am staring at an unhappy me.  I am not making choices that make me feel proud and I am so disheartened by my continued attempts to change.  I really want 2017 to be different and I am dedicated to it happening.  I see a future that is bright.

As the quote says, I keep crashing and burning and not winning.  Man I am going to do things differently this year.  This are going to be freakin' different.

I only have today, make it great.

Interesting quote selected for me today.

love my girl

Hanging with my girl, doing art and having fun.

The truth hurts

Time to make some serious changes. I don't like me and what I do to people anymore :(.  I used to be a nice person. Thanks to my friend I know where to start but man the truth hurts.

WE DID IT!!

On June 18 2016 the Bush Babblin' Babes completed Oxfam 55k (yes they cut 5km off because of some bad rain two weeks before) in 14 hours and 25 minutes.  This was certainly one of my great feats and considering my very less than perfect lifestyle, frame of mind and family situation I feel pleased with my performance.  I am not as happy as I would have liked to be because I felt like something was not quite right with me that Saturday.  I guess that is the case a lot of the time.  I am spinning out of control and something needs to be done.  However, today I am just going to feel proud that we did this.  It really was a great achievement.